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&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span&gt;On July 30&lt;/span&gt;&lt;sup&gt;th&lt;/sup&gt;&lt;span&gt;, 1863 &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span&gt;Lincoln did eventually meet a black person he had to take seriously, &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span&gt;in the form of Frederick Douglass. Whatever Lincoln’s inner feelings about black people may have been before this meeting—feelings, as distinct from actions, because nobody has ever been able to uncover an instance of bigotry in Lincoln’s behavior—after the meeting they must have been revolutionized:&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;ul&gt;&lt;li&gt;&lt;span&gt;The colonization scheme was dropped the moment a delegation of black americans told him they didn’t want to go back to Africa.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/li&gt;
&lt;li&gt;&lt;span&gt;Lincoln repeatedly defeated the racism of Washington police—as they tried to keep Douglass out of the White House during parties—by spotting Douglass in the crowd and calling him over.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/li&gt;
&lt;li&gt;&lt;span&gt;On August 19&lt;/span&gt;&lt;sup&gt;th&lt;/sup&gt;&lt;span&gt;, 1864, Lincoln asked Douglass to come to the White House for a meeting about black soldiers in the Union army. During their discussion Lincoln’s aide John Nicolay came in twice to say that the Governor of Connecticut was waiting outside. Lincoln told Nicolay, ‘tell Governor Buckingham to wait, for I want to have a long talk with my friend Frederick Douglass.’ Despite Douglass’ famous pride and self-assurance, he begged Lincoln to dismiss him, and see the Governor instead. Lincoln said, ‘No, I would like to talk to you now. The Governor can wait.’ Something unprecedented was happening in Lincoln’s mind, not only that he kept a powerful Republican governor waiting so he could talk to a black man but also &lt;/span&gt;&lt;em&gt;to tell&lt;/em&gt;&lt;span&gt; that governor that he was being kept waiting so that the President could talk to a black man.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/li&gt;
&lt;li&gt;&lt;span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span&gt;(Douglass was nothing if not a devastating judge of character, and many of his descriptions of the great abolitionists relate men who persist in treating him like a servant or a child. In talking to Lincoln however, he said that ‘in all my interviews with Mr. Lincoln I was impressed with his entire freedom from popular prejudice against the colored race. He was the first great man that I talked with in the United States freely, who in no single instance reminded me of the difference between himself and myself, of the difference of color’)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/li&gt;
&lt;/ul&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span&gt;Lincoln’s abandonment of what we would today call racism gets to the heart of why he continues to fascinate. Lincoln actually possessed an ability that the rest of us only flatter ourselves to claim: the capacity to change into a better person when one realizes that one has been wrong. The thing that gets mythologized as ‘Lincoln’s flawlessness’ is actually his profound grasp of his own flaws, and his ability to tear them out by the root once he recognized them. You can count on one hand the number of people who could do that, and remain that, even as they made it to the top of their society’s political heap. After all, Socrates preferred begging to whatever it takes to overcome distaste for ambition. Self-forgiveness, or something.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span&gt;But Lincoln is more than interesting. There is something very nearly mystical about him. And like all genuine mysteries, words can only be piled around it to a certain height before they peel away from its sides and topple back down on you.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span&gt;Lincoln had an amazing grasp—tho’ ‘grasp’ is exactly the wrong word to use in this context—of the nothingness out of which all proficiency and genius emerge, and &lt;/span&gt;&lt;em&gt;into which&lt;/em&gt;&lt;span&gt; everything genuinely brave has to march. His moral genius is an example of this. When he &lt;/span&gt;&lt;em&gt;decided &lt;/em&gt;&lt;span&gt;that racist assumptions about black people could not be sustained in the face of his respect for Douglass, Lincoln was demonstrating an interior bravery that is difficult for us to comprehend. Nowadays the difference between being racist and being good is all too obvious. The moral field has lines painted on it and there is no shortage of shrill referees to point out errors. If being good is a function of bravery, not being racist in the present day is about as tepid a moral accomplishment as you can achieve. But imagine taking the first step out of wrong-headedness and into justice… The only thing I can think to compare it to is Einstein realizing that not only does Classical Physics have a ceiling but that if you’re brave enough to drill through it, the nothingness beyond puts wonder to shame. The kind of bravery it takes to be a &lt;/span&gt;&lt;em&gt;moral pioneer&lt;/em&gt;&lt;span&gt; is something other than courage. It’s closer to being at home in the unknown and at peace with a certain kind of interior nothingness.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span&gt;Lincoln is frequently heckled for being passive. His contemporaries called him a bumbling feet-dragger. Historians snipe him as indecisive.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span&gt;But in reality, Lincoln is right and his critics are wrong.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span&gt;Lincoln knew that the course of events is random and unknowable. And so he wasted no time trying to be an historian of the present: trying to identify the cause and logic of an unfolding event so as to be its master. And then to act in a way that can be explicitly defended. This is the plodding rationality that historians commend as decisive. (Because only the ploddingly rational can suffer the kind of consensus that historians deem truth.) Rather, Lincoln was wise. And being wise, he submerged himself in problems to the point of losing himself:&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span&gt;Edwin Stanton repeatedly snubbed and insulted Lincoln while both were lawyers retained for a patent case in the 1850’s, and despite this being their only personal interaction before Stanton joined the cabinet, in 1862 Lincoln entrusted him with the War Department. This is not just a forgiving nature. This is Lincoln entering into problems of the Civil War so deeply as to perceive a fundamental truth about winning it. And &lt;em&gt;this&lt;/em&gt; was that logistical genius would be every bit as necessary as generalship if the North’s manufacturing advantage was to be made into a weapon. Materiel advantage was useless if the bureaucracy that directed its movement was inefficient. Lincoln recognized Stanton as the hard-driving detail-obsessive needed to direct just such a bureaucracy. This is a perfect example of a type of nothingness that utterly defines Lincoln: cold selflessness. &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span&gt; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;span&gt; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span&gt;The more you discover about the guy, the more you wish that historians would just shut up, and restrict their analyses to Taoist commentaries on episodes from his life,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span&gt; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;em&gt;Bk I, XV&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span&gt;Of old he who was well versed in the way&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span&gt;Was minutely subtle, mysteriously comprehending,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span&gt;And too profound to be known.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span&gt;It is because he cannot be known&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span&gt;That he can only be given a makeshift description:&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span&gt;Tentative, as if fording a river in winter,&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span&gt;Hesitant as if in fear of his neighbors;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span&gt;Formal like a guest;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span&gt;Falling apart like thawing ice;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span&gt;Thick like the uncarved block;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span&gt;Vacant like the valley;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span&gt;Murky like muddy water.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span&gt;Who can be muddy and yet, settling, slowly become limpid?&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span&gt;Who can be at rest and yet, stirring, slowly come to life?&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span&gt;He who holds fast to this way&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span&gt;Desires not to be full.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span&gt;It is because he is not full&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span&gt;That he can be worn and yet newly made.  &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span&gt; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span&gt; __________________________________&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.amazon.com/gp/offer-listing/0684824906/ref=tmm_hrd_used_olp_sr?ie=UTF8&amp;condition=used"&gt;Team of Rivals&lt;/a&gt;, Doris Kearns Goodwin&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;blockquote&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Multiple biography of Lincoln, Mary Todd Lincoln, William Henry Seward, Salmon Chase, Edward Bates plus a little about Edwin Stanton. Idolizing of Lincoln. Somewhat bitchy towards Mary. Fair to the good Seward. Fair to the pathetic Chase. Ehh to the boring Bates. Very incisive on the heartbreakingly repressed, fragile and cracklingly overbearing Stanton.  &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;/blockquote&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.amazon.com/gp/offer-listing/0684808463/ref=tmm_hrd_used_olp_sr?ie=UTF8&amp;condition=used"&gt;Lincoln&lt;/a&gt;, David Herbert Donald&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;blockquote&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Nerdy and weakwilled writer who attempts self-absolution by passing repeated judgement (‘Passive Abe!’) on Lincoln. Unsurprisingly, this single criticism is repeated so often that it becomes clear that there’s some transference going on. Very factual, masculine and timid both of historical insight and the sublime insight that can come from involving yrself with yr subject by bonds of sympathy. &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;/blockquote&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.amazon.com/gp/offer-listing/014044131X/ref=tmm_pap_used_olp_sr?ie=UTF8&amp;condition=used&amp;qid=1366754135&amp;sr=1-1"&gt;Tao Te Ching&lt;/a&gt;, Lao Tsu (Li Er?), D. C. Lau trans.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;blockquote&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Literal translation from professional sinologist. The Tao Te Ching is extant in several manuscript traditions. Lau’s original translation is based on the the most ancient and traditional text. That translation was later revised in light of the Mawangdui archaeological finds of 1973. Frequently these latter finds are completely at odds with the traditional version of the book, and Lau is sometimes at pains to reconcile them with his previous work. &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;/blockquote&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.amazon.com/gp/offer-listing/0345347900/ref=tmm_hrd_used_olp_0?ie=UTF8&amp;condition=used"&gt;Lao Tzu: Te-Tao Ching&lt;/a&gt;, Lao Tsu (Li Er?), Robert Hendricks trans.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;blockquote&gt;
&lt;p&gt;An entirely fresh translation using the recently discovered texts from Mawangdui without reference to other manuscript traditions. The most important innovation is the reversal of the order of the two books with Te Ching preceding Tao Ching. &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;/blockquote&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.amazon.com/gp/offer-listing/B0058M8VNS/ref=tmm_hrd_used_olp_sr?ie=UTF8&amp;condition=used&amp;qid=1366754177&amp;sr=1-1"&gt;The Lincoln Anthology&lt;/a&gt;, Harold Holzer ed.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;blockquote&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Wide-ranging collection of extracts from writings about Lincoln. Much of the fun comes from how exhaustive and clever the editor has been (Leo Tolstoy, Karl Marx, Victor Hugo, Mario Cuomo…)&lt;span&gt; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;/blockquote&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.amazon.com/gp/offer-listing/0940450437/ref=tmm_hrd_used_olp_sr?ie=UTF8&amp;condition=used&amp;qid=1366754198&amp;sr=1-1"&gt;Abraham Lincoln: Speeches and Writings 1832-1858&lt;/a&gt;, Don Fehrenbacher ed.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;blockquote&gt;
&lt;p&gt;the only president to rival Herman Melville &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;/blockquote&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.amazon.com/gp/offer-listing/0940450631/ref=tmm_hrd_used_olp_sr?ie=UTF8&amp;condition=used&amp;qid=1366754198&amp;sr=1-2"&gt;Abraham Lincoln: Speeches and Writings 1859-1865&lt;/a&gt;, Don Fehrenbacher ed.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;blockquote&gt;
&lt;p&gt;“&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;/blockquote&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;a href="http://archive.org/details/lincolninphotogr00hami"&gt;Lincoln in Photographs: An Album of Every Known Pose&lt;/a&gt;, Charles Hamilton, Lloyd Ostendorf eds.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;blockquote&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Infinitely better than any biography for how much of Lincoln’s presence you get from having every known photograph of him in your hands.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;/blockquote&gt;</description><link>http://lazenby.tumblr.com/post/48748004016</link><guid>http://lazenby.tumblr.com/post/48748004016</guid><pubDate>Tue, 23 Apr 2013 23:07:00 -0400</pubDate><category>txt</category></item><item><title>Audio</title><description>&lt;iframe class="tumblr_audio_player tumblr_audio_player_48720156927" src="http://lazenby.tumblr.com/post/48720156927/audio_player_iframe/lazenby/tumblr_mlq9aghhAR1qzyg15?audio_file=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.tumblr.com%2Faudio_file%2Flazenby%2F48720156927%2Ftumblr_mlq9aghhAR1qzyg15" frameborder="0" allowtransparency="true" scrolling="no" width="500" height="169"&gt;&lt;/iframe&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;</description><link>http://lazenby.tumblr.com/post/48720156927</link><guid>http://lazenby.tumblr.com/post/48720156927</guid><pubDate>Tue, 23 Apr 2013 17:35:03 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>Lincoln was so punctilious that he refused to permit the army butcher to supply the White House with...</title><description>&lt;p&gt;Lincoln was so punctilious that he refused to permit the army butcher to supply the White House with the choicest cuts of steak when he slaughtered cattle at the foot of the Washington Monument.&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://lazenby.tumblr.com/post/48183304425</link><guid>http://lazenby.tumblr.com/post/48183304425</guid><pubDate>Wed, 17 Apr 2013 01:49:03 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>Photo</title><description>&lt;img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/77273b16d99002c033b1907eb04036d5/tumblr_ml4uee7K3d1qzyg15o1_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;</description><link>http://lazenby.tumblr.com/post/47768943994</link><guid>http://lazenby.tumblr.com/post/47768943994</guid><pubDate>Fri, 12 Apr 2013 04:08:26 -0400</pubDate><category>hi</category></item><item><title>Photo</title><description>&lt;img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/5bb64ed7368eb9ccb2601d3ac8071d4b/tumblr_mkeodyWUiV1qzyg15o1_r1_500.png"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;</description><link>http://lazenby.tumblr.com/post/47768941036</link><guid>http://lazenby.tumblr.com/post/47768941036</guid><pubDate>Fri, 12 Apr 2013 04:08:00 -0400</pubDate><category>hi</category></item><item><title>what do you think of the possibility of your writings here and on twitter being quoted, alluded to and even plagiarized?</title><description>&lt;p&gt;&lt;span&gt;&lt;br/&gt;This is really a question about pride of ownership.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;span&gt;Pride is one of several ways we give ourselves definition in order to see ourselves more clearly against the background of the world. In effect, prideful people draw their seeming accomplishments around them like a grand suit of clothes. In reality it’s more like a shawl, because the worry at the heart of pride causes chills. Prideful people (who, today, are mainly the falsely modest) always make me think of delicate old women, drawing an inadequate shawl around their shoulders as they hunch against the wind. The critical point is that pride is an obscene waste of energy. Which you spend on yourself because you think you deserve it. But in reality there is no you, and this is just an attempt to hide the ineradicable void at the heart of any self.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;span&gt;We all have a nothingness inside of us that is completely immune to introspection. This nothingness is why you frequently feel like existence is a transcendentally stupid joke. Why every belief can never be held as deeply as you feel it should. Why your understanding of yourself always seems to hit bedrock, even though you know there’s an ocean of magma beneath it. This nothingness is the blue out of which all ideas come to us. And pride of ownership is the selfish—ludicrously selfish—attempt to claim credit in the face of this, on behalf of a fictitious identity.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;span&gt;I would very much like to abandon the agonizingly human way of producing things for something more insect-like. Even if I say I don’t have pride of ownership and couldn’t care less if someone steals what I do, this statement was still made possible by a certain amount of self-murder. And so the indifference to someone stealing your productions becomes studied, and the result of discipline. But no termite queen has to suppress her self image in order to make what she makes. She just broods for a while and then the things emerge. At an incredible rate.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;span&gt;Once you decline to fear the vacuity that gives rise to your productions, you tend to stop hiding it behind bad wallpaper. And consequently start seeing people who would use what you’ve made to paper over their own emptiness as more deserving your humble sympathy than your prideful contempt.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;strong id="internal-source-marker_0.5628555635921657"&gt;&lt;span&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://lazenby.tumblr.com/post/47765939374</link><guid>http://lazenby.tumblr.com/post/47765939374</guid><pubDate>Fri, 12 Apr 2013 02:27:00 -0400</pubDate><category>txt</category></item><item><title>Audio</title><description>&lt;iframe class="tumblr_audio_player tumblr_audio_player_47442605244" src="http://lazenby.tumblr.com/post/47442605244/audio_player_iframe/lazenby/tumblr_mkxdloRxAU1qzyg15?audio_file=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.tumblr.com%2Faudio_file%2Flazenby%2F47442605244%2Ftumblr_mkxdloRxAU1qzyg15" frameborder="0" allowtransparency="true" scrolling="no" width="500" height="169"&gt;&lt;/iframe&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;</description><link>http://lazenby.tumblr.com/post/47442605244</link><guid>http://lazenby.tumblr.com/post/47442605244</guid><pubDate>Mon, 08 Apr 2013 03:17:00 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>what it feels like to have a good idea (for Erikk) </title><description>&lt;iframe width="400" height="225" src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/bbdfq_Dr7e8?wmode=transparent&amp;autohide=1&amp;egm=0&amp;hd=1&amp;iv_load_policy=3&amp;modestbranding=1&amp;rel=0&amp;showinfo=0&amp;showsearch=0" frameborder="0" allowfullscreen&gt;&lt;/iframe&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;span&gt;what it feels like to have a good idea (for Erikk)&lt;/span&gt;&lt;span&gt; &lt;/span&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://lazenby.tumblr.com/post/47421045325</link><guid>http://lazenby.tumblr.com/post/47421045325</guid><pubDate>Sun, 07 Apr 2013 21:42:00 -0400</pubDate><category>vid</category></item><item><title>that time, a month before his death, when lincoln stopped the presidential train so he could capture...</title><description>&lt;p&gt;that time, a month before his death, when lincoln stopped the presidential train so he could capture a box turtle basking in a trackside pond&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;perhaps remembering the turtle he caught to keep his eleven year old sister sarah company, as she struggled to fill their mother’s shoes, after nancy hanks died of milk sickness in 1818&lt;/p&gt;

&lt;p&gt;certainly recalling the time he brawled with other children, after he found them flipping a tortoise onto its back and arranging hot coals across its stomach, in a futile attempt to force the animal to crawl out of its shell&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://lazenby.tumblr.com/post/47002108105</link><guid>http://lazenby.tumblr.com/post/47002108105</guid><pubDate>Wed, 03 Apr 2013 15:53:45 -0400</pubDate><category>txt</category></item><item><title>In October 1908, Joseph Pulitzer’s New York World  sent one of...</title><description>&lt;img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/312741d2b9ecf9d9942c64c26226016e/tumblr_mkoz3ofTcT1qzyg15o1_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;In October 1908, Joseph Pulitzer’s &lt;em&gt;New York World &lt;/em&gt; sent one of its Russian correspondents to see Leo Tolstoy at his home, Yasnaya Polyana. The correspondent was to commission Tolstoy to write an article about Abraham Lincoln, which would be published on Lincon’s centennial the following February. Citing his health—he would be dead in a little over two years—Tolstoy declined the &lt;em&gt;World&lt;/em&gt;’s offer. Instead, he told this story,&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span&gt;If one would know the greatness of Lincoln one should listen to the stories which are told about him in other parts of the world. I have been in wild places, where one hears the name of America uttered with such mystery as if it were some heaven or hell. I have heard various tribes of barbarians discussing the New World, but I heard this only in connection with the name of Lincoln. Lincoln as the wonderful hero of America is known by the most primitive nations of Asia. This may be illustrated through the following incident: “Once while travelling in the Caucasus I happened to be the guest of a Caucasian chief of the Circassians, who, living far away from civilized life in the mountains, had but a fragmentary and childish comprehension of the world and its history. The fingers of civilization had never reached him nor his tribe, and all life beyond his native valleys was a dark mystery. Being a Muslim he was naturally opposed to all ideas of progress and education.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span&gt;I was received with the usual Oriental hospitality and after our meal was asked by my host to tell him something of my life. Yielding to his request I began to tell him of my profession, of the development of our industries and inventions and of the schools. He listened to everything with indifference, but when I began to tell about the great statesmen and the great generals of the world he seemed at once to become very much interested.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span&gt;‘Wait a moment,’ he interrupted, after I had talked a few minutes. ‘I want all my neighbors and my sons to listen to you. I will call them immediately.’&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span&gt;He soon returned with a score of wild looking riders and asked me politely to continue. It was indeed a solemn moment when those sons of the wilderness sat around me on the floor and gazed at me as if hungering for knowledge. I spoke at first of our Czars and of their victories; then I spoke of the foreign rulers and of some of the greatest military leaders. My talk seemed to impress them deeply. The story of Napoleon was so interesting to them that I had to tell them every detail, as, for instance, how his hands looked, how tall he was, who made his guns and pistols and the color of his horse. It was very difficult to satisfy them and to meet their point of view, but I did my best. When I declared that I had finished my talk, my host, a gray- bearded, tall rider, rose, lifted his hand and said very gravely:&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span&gt;‘But you have not told us a syllable about the greatest general and greatest ruler of the world. We want to know something about him. He was a hero. He spoke with a voice of thunder; he laughed like the sunrise and his deeds were strong as the rock and as sweet as the fragrance of roses. The angels appeared to his mother and predicted that the son whom she would conceive would become the greatest the stars had ever seen. He was so great that he even forgave the crimes of his greatest enemies and shook brotherly hands with those who had plotted against his life. His name was Lincoln and the country in which he lived is called America, which is so far away that if a youth should journey to reach it he would be an old man when he arrived. Tell us of that man.’&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span&gt;‘Tell us, please, and we will present you with the best horse of our stock,’ shouted the others.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span&gt;I looked at them and saw their faces all aglow, while their eyes were burning. I saw that those rude barbarians were really interested in a man whose name and deeds had already become a legend. I told them of Lincoln and his wisdom, of his home life and youth. They asked me ten questions to one which I was able to answer. They wanted to know all about his habits, his influence upon the people and his physical strength. But they were very astonished to hear that Lincoln made a sorry figure on a horse and that he lived such a simple life.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span&gt;‘Tell us why he was killed,’ one of them said.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span&gt;I had to tell everything. After all my knowledge of Lincoln was exhausted they seemed to be satisfied. I can hardly forget the great enthusiasm which they expressed in their wild thanks and desire to get a picture of the great American hero. I said that I probably could secure one from my friend in the nearest town, and this seemed to give them great pleasure.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span&gt;The next morning when I left the chief a wonderful Arabian horse was brought me as a present for my marvelous story, and our farewell was very impressive.&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span&gt;One of the riders agreed to accompany me to the town and get the promised picture, which I was now bound to secure at any price. I was successful in getting a large photograph from my friend, and I handed it to the man with my greetings to his associates. It was interesting to witness the gravity of his face and the trembling of his hands when he received my present. He gazed for several minutes silently, like one in a reverent prayer; his eyes filled with tears. He was deeply touched and I asked him why he became so sad. After pondering my question for a few moments he replied:&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p class="MsoNormal"&gt;&lt;span&gt;‘I am sad because I feel sorry that he had to die by the hand of a villain. Don’t you find, judging from his picture, that his eyes are full of tears and that his lips are sad with a secret sorrow?’&lt;/span&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://lazenby.tumblr.com/post/47036699481</link><guid>http://lazenby.tumblr.com/post/47036699481</guid><pubDate>Wed, 03 Apr 2013 14:23:00 -0400</pubDate><category>txt</category></item><item><title>Photo</title><description>&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/11729decf7dc715b42a76d796e56c557/tumblr_mklfyxGsSB1qzyg15o1_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;</description><link>http://lazenby.tumblr.com/post/46874392172</link><guid>http://lazenby.tumblr.com/post/46874392172</guid><pubDate>Mon, 01 Apr 2013 16:37:35 -0400</pubDate><category>hi</category></item><item><title>Video</title><description>&lt;iframe src="//www.tumblr.com/video/lazenby/46279565295/400" id="tumblr_video_iframe_46279565295" class="tumblr_video_iframe" width="400" height="225" style="display:block;background-color:transparent;overflow:hidden;" allowTransparency="true" frameborder="0" scrolling="no" webkitAllowFullScreen mozallowfullscreen allowFullScreen&gt;&lt;/iframe&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;</description><link>http://lazenby.tumblr.com/post/46279565295</link><guid>http://lazenby.tumblr.com/post/46279565295</guid><pubDate>Mon, 25 Mar 2013 17:24:08 -0400</pubDate><category>vid</category></item><item><title>Photo</title><description>&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/32b85163ab6661dcc0e14a35e10e61ca/tumblr_mk5amcSBYk1qzyg15o1_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;</description><link>http://lazenby.tumblr.com/post/46129655503</link><guid>http://lazenby.tumblr.com/post/46129655503</guid><pubDate>Sat, 23 Mar 2013 23:20:21 -0400</pubDate><category>hi</category></item><item><title>Photo</title><description>&lt;img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/78d52a3cbdd5f018b54e64e9667c7919/tumblr_mjzo31L2kG1qzyg15o1_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;</description><link>http://lazenby.tumblr.com/post/45885026064</link><guid>http://lazenby.tumblr.com/post/45885026064</guid><pubDate>Wed, 20 Mar 2013 22:25:38 -0400</pubDate><category>hi</category></item><item><title>Photo</title><description>&lt;img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/43266d524456141d138bba4ecb4d1932/tumblr_mjxdxe9lB21qzyg15o1_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;</description><link>http://lazenby.tumblr.com/post/45778519901</link><guid>http://lazenby.tumblr.com/post/45778519901</guid><pubDate>Tue, 19 Mar 2013 16:51:04 -0400</pubDate><category>hi</category></item></channel></rss>
